i want to go home...
the tumor in her lungs.. it's cancerous..
she's gettin surgery next week..
everyone is going to fly back to Tai Wan to see her.. and i'm the only one left to stay here..
I guess My aunt and mom want me to stay home and don't want me to see her so sick.. and then I guess I'm flying back later this year to see her when she gets better.. and they said I Could bring a friend with me when i go visit in Hong Kong and such.. idk we'll see..
yeah.. what a wonderful day.. not.. ugh.. i did look somewhat decent now I look like ASS after bawling my fuckin eyes out. sigh..
it's not fair.. i want to go home and see her.. but I would be useless.. and probably get in the way of everything..
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now am just waitin on Matt to call me back when he gets home from goin to dinner or somethin with his dad and bro.. then we're hangin out or something. I need to get the fuck outa this house... last week when I found out all this info I freaked out.. Joe and Him both made me feel better by keepin me company on diff nights.. thanks guys..
Hopefully I get to see Striz tonight too. i Think all 4 of us are hangin out or suttin, who knows.. i want to go out and not sit home that's for sure..
she's gettin surgery next week..
everyone is going to fly back to Tai Wan to see her.. and i'm the only one left to stay here..
I guess My aunt and mom want me to stay home and don't want me to see her so sick.. and then I guess I'm flying back later this year to see her when she gets better.. and they said I Could bring a friend with me when i go visit in Hong Kong and such.. idk we'll see..
yeah.. what a wonderful day.. not.. ugh.. i did look somewhat decent now I look like ASS after bawling my fuckin eyes out. sigh..
it's not fair.. i want to go home and see her.. but I would be useless.. and probably get in the way of everything..
asdfja;lkdsfjakfds
now am just waitin on Matt to call me back when he gets home from goin to dinner or somethin with his dad and bro.. then we're hangin out or something. I need to get the fuck outa this house... last week when I found out all this info I freaked out.. Joe and Him both made me feel better by keepin me company on diff nights.. thanks guys..
Hopefully I get to see Striz tonight too. i Think all 4 of us are hangin out or suttin, who knows.. i want to go out and not sit home that's for sure..