I hate Spring
There is just somthing about this time of year that makes me depressed and causes me to have massive mood swings. I don't mean massive as if I'll all of a sudden become a bitch. I mean that I will be happy and content one second, and as soon as I blink, I'll be sad and want to cry. And guys..NO IT IS NOT THAT TIME OF THE MONTH. It is just something that happens every spring.
Last night I actually cried on the phone to Jason. I hate being vulnerable, even with someone I should be vulnerable with. It's like I have to maintain a strong persona during times like this because I'm usually everyone's crutch. What good is a crutch that could break?
The good thing about this is, as soon as summer rolls around, I'll be completely fine. Its just something that happens around this time of year. I think it has something to do with the rebirth of thigns. Hopefully, cause Florida doesn't have the 4 seasons thing, it won't happen. It is jsut adding more fuel to the fire to get down there.
Last night I actually cried on the phone to Jason. I hate being vulnerable, even with someone I should be vulnerable with. It's like I have to maintain a strong persona during times like this because I'm usually everyone's crutch. What good is a crutch that could break?
The good thing about this is, as soon as summer rolls around, I'll be completely fine. Its just something that happens around this time of year. I think it has something to do with the rebirth of thigns. Hopefully, cause Florida doesn't have the 4 seasons thing, it won't happen. It is jsut adding more fuel to the fire to get down there.