Waiting Game
I am a bundle of nerves. I work, I study for finals...graduation is so close! There was an offer of a trip to California the day after and it may or may not happen. I know I need to get away if even for a few days. When I finally start a new job, a vacation will have to wait. Is it weird that I look forward to packing and living out of a suitcase for a while. There is something exciting about just having what you need to get by and to be headed somewhere, anywhere different.
I keep being teased about my Christmas gift and how expensive it is. All hints point to an engagement ring. Is he really ready for that? Am I? I know we both should be and time is flying by. I still look for him to be wishing that he could still play the field and he often reassures me that he is happy just where he is.
My fears also stem from health concerns. I am working out and doing well at eating right. My weight seems to stay the same and my cholesterol has gone up. I am wondering if I just need to stay the course and hope that perseverance wins out.
I keep being teased about my Christmas gift and how expensive it is. All hints point to an engagement ring. Is he really ready for that? Am I? I know we both should be and time is flying by. I still look for him to be wishing that he could still play the field and he often reassures me that he is happy just where he is.
My fears also stem from health concerns. I am working out and doing well at eating right. My weight seems to stay the same and my cholesterol has gone up. I am wondering if I just need to stay the course and hope that perseverance wins out.