stupid insomnia
Alright. I can't fucking sleep. I mean- I DID sleep, some. I went to bed at eight (!), because I had a migraine and just- sometimes it's all I can do with that to lay down you know?
(Guess I should write something about the migraines. I hate to, though- don't know why. It's like somehow if I ignore them I hope they'll go away, but I know it doesn't work that way.)
I guess I feel depressed and crappy and not okay right now.
I sort of wish I could go back to sleep, but it's obviously too late to take a Sonata, and I did take a Klonopin but that didn't seem to help much...
I'm "running around" online/internally on a variety of different things to try and distract me from- something. I'm really not sure what that "something" is. I mean, I have guesses.
I'm just really in a space where I don't want to go there, is all.
Alright, time to *try* and get a little more sleep before I have to face the day, hopefully.
(Guess I should write something about the migraines. I hate to, though- don't know why. It's like somehow if I ignore them I hope they'll go away, but I know it doesn't work that way.)
I guess I feel depressed and crappy and not okay right now.
I sort of wish I could go back to sleep, but it's obviously too late to take a Sonata, and I did take a Klonopin but that didn't seem to help much...
I'm "running around" online/internally on a variety of different things to try and distract me from- something. I'm really not sure what that "something" is. I mean, I have guesses.
I'm just really in a space where I don't want to go there, is all.
Alright, time to *try* and get a little more sleep before I have to face the day, hopefully.