im bladder shy
work let me go home early. yay! Kurt and I have to get the rest of our stuff out of the old apartment today, and we're gonna clean the carpets and stuff. Then we gotta go turn in our key. i can't wait to have all of that behind us. I hate moving. Last night was kinda fun.... Me cassy and laura got drunk in a church parking lot with their friend ben. Ben's a nice guy. I drank just enough to get really freakin silly, but still be able to sober up to drive home. I ate a borito, and drank two coffees, and then at about 2:00am or so, we headed back to the west side. Got to see a lot of people I haven't seen in a while. It was kind of a weird night. Cassy took some pictures. kind of afraid to see um. heh. I tried to pee next to the church, but I couldn't cause I had stage fright. for some reason, shelly had toilet paper in her car... hehe. hmm, what else happened.... I think I hate broad ripple at the end of the night cause everyone is cranky out on the street. all walking around looking angry. I wanted to get drunk so bad for the last few weeks, because it's been a really crazy last 6 months, and i just needed a night to think about other things. it wasn't as fun as i had expected it to be. it was fun at the time i guess. I just dont like thinking back and being like, I tried to pee outside a church. drinking isn't what it used to be. I dont really like feeling stupid anymore.....