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[strangekodomo]

I need to get this out of my system. I really do. I've been keeping it in for too long. I thought last week was bad. But probably this week is worse.

week 1
I was freakishly nervous last week all the time. I had no idea what on earth was wrong with me. I couldn't eat. I couldn't sleep. I was running around more than usual. The only thing that gave

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LOOOOOONG response, as per usual.

[warau_inu]

Okay, first up. Not worries, you're not being emo, like you said, you just sound nervous.

And second, read over your LJ. Analyze it. I think you can clearly understand that you're stressed overall.

Sickness and consistent nightmares usually come from something that's bothering you mentally. What's great about the human body is that whatever body part is giving you the most trouble, is usually the hint about what you're stressed or pressured about.

I think the work load is really getting to you. I know you schedule is really hard to maintain, and school work needs to be done at a consistent basis, but you need a break.

Try to take little breaks in between any work you do.
And try to understand when your body really needs that break. I think you may be ignoring your needs right now....MAYBE.

K being totally preachy, I know. But take this more as an opinion rather than a command or some sort of advice...because again, OPINION, NOT DEMAND.

And usually those daily nightmares not only come from your sickness, but again, your state of mind. Something is definitely troubling you, physically or mentally. That's your mind telling you to either find the cure for your trouble, or giving you an important hint about something. Or maybe you need to relax. Smell some herbs, take a hot bath, sit down with some nice hot tea or hot chocolate! and Read some man-smut...I mean comic books.
Or whatever calms you down.
Don't underestimate the power of a good scent. It's truly a nice way to relax....lol

(and no offense...that pastry dream...if it weren't for that last scream...it'd sound like a hot dream.... really. ignore that. I'm a horrid perv).

And if you want to talk to someone. I'm not trying to be nice, I really mean it, call me ANYTIME YOU WANT. My sleeping cycle is messed up anyway. You can't imagine when I sleep and when I get up. It's always a surprise, even to me, lol.

Okay, well best of luck to you Kelly.
(and don't worry about the phone bill, I'll just call you back with my phone card....remember, I still have about 3 hours left on it!)

Re: LOOOOOONG response, as per usual.

[strangekodomo]

Thank you reina!!!! reading your reply today made me feel a lot better ^^. I decided to hang out with carmen for a bit to have lunch to also ease the tension. I'll ask my mom if I can use the phone today.