Feb 04, 2005 23:06
I liked that song once. But now it's heavy with bad memories. Memories that bleed from it like cancerous sores.
I'll breathe easier after having typed this coming part. I know you have excuses and reasoning for the things you did. Choking me. Hitting me in the stomach and the arms. Throwing hot soup at me. All the insults and slights. Those justifications don't matter to me. What you did is what you did. NO excuse is good enough. NO reason will suffice.
I'm sorry I met you. I'm sorry I'd known you. It wasn't worth my time to endure what I did. Life is worse for having known you.
But I'll go on and be everything that I want (everything that you hated).
You might take this as an invitation to strike out again. Lash out like usually with criticism and casual cruelty.
I doubt you'll surprise me.
either way you will be forgotten.