So if I confuse you, don't feel special / You're not the only one
You know, something that bugged me after I finished that last fic was that the song referenced in it (I won't say 'titular' and snicker, I won't, I won't...) didn't really exist. And that was kind of sad. Especially after one particular late-night writing session where I actually opened up iTunes in hopes of listening to it for inspiration before remembering that it wasn't real.
BUT IT SURE IS NOW!
*dance of pure delight*
Also... mostly so I can find it again when I need to drum up some self-esteem, but just in case anyone feels like reading some Extremely Flattering Things that my LJ writing idol has to say about my goofy stories, in general and particular: apiphile pretty much topped up my ego for life with her rec-list over here. ♥
Y'know, I totally wasn't going to link that post either because Modesty Panda would NOT approve, but M just phoned to have this forty minute talk about HIS FEELINGS and needing closure and "The thing is, I don't believe in 'being on a break', so we're either broken up or we're not" "Well then I guess we're broken up, huh?" and, augh, humility can stuff it for the moment because I need a goddamn boost. Lordy, lordy... when it comes to the world of dating, I feel like I ought to have a "LIKELY HAZARDOUS TO YOUR HEALTH" notice emblazoned on my face. Pity the fool. But I also feel like I was forced into the position of being a bitch this time, so any guilt is solidly outweighed by ANNOYANCE.
... If you'll excuse me, I'm going to go cast myself whole-heartedly into Mikey-brain for the remainder of the evening.
ETA - Tragically, PWentz Twittering about bringing Mikey back strange candy from Korea and Mikey geeking out over it went quite a long way in improving my mood just now. Oh dear.
BUT IT SURE IS NOW!
*dance of pure delight*
Also... mostly so I can find it again when I need to drum up some self-esteem, but just in case anyone feels like reading some Extremely Flattering Things that my LJ writing idol has to say about my goofy stories, in general and particular: apiphile pretty much topped up my ego for life with her rec-list over here. ♥
Y'know, I totally wasn't going to link that post either because Modesty Panda would NOT approve, but M just phoned to have this forty minute talk about HIS FEELINGS and needing closure and "The thing is, I don't believe in 'being on a break', so we're either broken up or we're not" "Well then I guess we're broken up, huh?" and, augh, humility can stuff it for the moment because I need a goddamn boost. Lordy, lordy... when it comes to the world of dating, I feel like I ought to have a "LIKELY HAZARDOUS TO YOUR HEALTH" notice emblazoned on my face. Pity the fool. But I also feel like I was forced into the position of being a bitch this time, so any guilt is solidly outweighed by ANNOYANCE.
... If you'll excuse me, I'm going to go cast myself whole-heartedly into Mikey-brain for the remainder of the evening.
ETA - Tragically, PWentz Twittering about bringing Mikey back strange candy from Korea and Mikey geeking out over it went quite a long way in improving my mood just now. Oh dear.