the last time
im disappointed, i got brave two entrys ago and let anyone ask anything and only one person ask! whats wrong with u guys!? anyways..ok well i've decided im sick of talking about my ex-best friend and im sure whoever reads this thing is sick of hearing about it. so this should be the last time. cuz its a waste of my time. looks like im moving on! hehe. so lets make this entry worth it. ok so this next stuff is a swarming mass of thoughts, lyrics, and all that good stuff....enjoy...or dont....but read it anyways. heh.
~And I still speak of you affectionately. Tell me, will I ever learn. This friendship just wasn't meant to be. Its over now, its time to burn.
~I didnt want it to mean that much to me.
~I love you is all I heard.
~I hope he dies...haha just kidding.
~Best friends means I pulled the trigger, best friends means you get what you deserve! -taking back sunday-
~And all the words you told me were all lies, and now its you I despise. The time spent hating you is the time I'll make you hate me back, liar. Of all the times you looked straight through me, And pulled my skin from the surface slowly. I cant stand the way you look at me when you know you're wrong, a picture perfect way to show you're not that strong. -selling mary-
~I can't wait for the day when you need a real friend and I can shut you down like you always did to me.
ok guys...dont think i'm this hateful always, i swear i'm not. im just mad i wasted almost three years of my life on making this "friendship"work