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I'm having major mixed feelings about not camming anymore.
It doesn't help that people I thought I was close to make me feel excluded.
And then all of the sudden I feel incredibly lonely and isolated.
I give up on making friends. I'm just going to let the universe handle that situation.
I do have to hand it to myself. I basically holed myself up for about a year and a half in my house. Awesome.
But I kept myself at bay with over coming my loneliness by being on cam. Talking with models.
I'm highly disappointed in this venture.
It doesn't help that people I thought I was close to make me feel excluded.
And then all of the sudden I feel incredibly lonely and isolated.
I give up on making friends. I'm just going to let the universe handle that situation.
I do have to hand it to myself. I basically holed myself up for about a year and a half in my house. Awesome.
But I kept myself at bay with over coming my loneliness by being on cam. Talking with models.
I'm highly disappointed in this venture.