Rainbow Sliding

Feb 23, 2010 13:43

Joe stayed home from work today!
Yay! Except now he's gonna harrass me
To get off the computer constantly
He likes the fact that I am writing again
But he doesn't like that I stay on here writing
And such for hours at a time.
I say I don't like dealing with the cold
And my laptop is like a mini heater on top of me
With entertainment inside...mmmm
And I haven't been able to write in years
Suddenly I can, he doesn't know what that is like
I am a writer, I know that, But I haven't
Written in years, and now I can,
So I'm fucking gonna
As much as I feel like.
I've been completely insane for weeks
And it is necessary.
This is necessary.

Me, Exactly

Chute me down the Rainbow slide
For that is where my heart resides
And when the Colors deafen my hearing
This time I'll let the Colors do the steering
Desire's passionate firesome Red
This Color is brightest inside of my head
Follows the creases between the lobes
Fusing with Yellowed skin, staining it Gold
As Orange thoughts involuntarily emit
Lanky tentacles surging toward cranial pits
Inciting hysteria and maniacal thinking
My Blue ship core begins slowing sinking
And the only Color I have ever found
To stop this silent yet deafening sound
Is the natural, grounding Color of Green
The most soulfully soothing Color I've seen
When Green is flowing freely through my veins
And runs parallel to the Purple mystery stains
I feel something new grow inside of me
And there are bigger Colors now that I see
Enter the Black and Gray of power and control
I see greed and ignorance have taken hold
You say, close your eyes and live your life blind
Ignore and implore while vultures eat your mind
But by hiding away impetuous and meek
We will never accomplish the change we must seek
Now I know my two Colors are Red and Brown
Desire's Red lights the fires burning way down
Passionate fury's Red my favorite Color of all
On the other end of a spectrum big and small
Brown is the most complicated Color it seems to me
Combine all my Colors to form this dark, drab intrigue
But now I can see that at the root of it all
Brown is the Color that catches me when I fall
Brown is my center at the base of my core
Although my least favorite, the most important I'm sure
For when every aspect of my being combines
You'll find Ares and Taurus clearly defined
A raging bull on fire, in love and connected with the earth
Yeah that's me, exactly, from the very first day of my birth

It's almost like vomiting on acid without the pain....
That's the only way I can describe how it keeps coming out of me like that.
The pain is replaced by incredible pleasure.
It feels so good to write again ahhhhh

Tina*I am in love with Color*marie

release, color, love, brain vomit, poetry, colorful

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