that time of year
wtf ? for sum reason i come down with accute symptoms of depression. every time around the holidays my mind plays tricks on me and makes problems out of irrelevent situations.
i dwell on the small things in life while important problems i take in stride.
the wind is slightly colder and the sun seems slightly darker. i only seem to be content when when gazing at a colorful sunset. which is rare when its so cloudy.
everyone pisses me off in sum way. i have to force myself to chuckle every once in a while to prevent goin insane.
i overanalyze every situation and get paranoid cuz i dont trust anyone. which forces my social life to suffer greatly. ive already driven away 3 women that ive been talkin to for months (one of which i really really liked) and dont even want to meet any new ones cuz how i am now is nothing like how i usually am. hopefully theyll understand when i get back in touch with em.
i remember a week or two ago i had a bad day and i was standing on main st in hunting beach. i was stranded and pretty pissed. a cop walked by and said "relax, it takes alot of energy to frown." well trust me, it takes alot more to force a smile
i dwell on the small things in life while important problems i take in stride.
the wind is slightly colder and the sun seems slightly darker. i only seem to be content when when gazing at a colorful sunset. which is rare when its so cloudy.
everyone pisses me off in sum way. i have to force myself to chuckle every once in a while to prevent goin insane.
i overanalyze every situation and get paranoid cuz i dont trust anyone. which forces my social life to suffer greatly. ive already driven away 3 women that ive been talkin to for months (one of which i really really liked) and dont even want to meet any new ones cuz how i am now is nothing like how i usually am. hopefully theyll understand when i get back in touch with em.
i remember a week or two ago i had a bad day and i was standing on main st in hunting beach. i was stranded and pretty pissed. a cop walked by and said "relax, it takes alot of energy to frown." well trust me, it takes alot more to force a smile