So You Think You Can Dance is eating my SOUL.
You know how I'm meant to be working right now? Yeah, I'm watching sytycd and squeeing over lovely comments. Epic fail. That's me.
Fuck it, though, I think I deserve a break! (OMG guys, how is Danny so beautiful? Seriously, when he moves, my mouth just falls open.)
I guess you guys know that I'm happy right? And I'm HAPPY to be happy. Really! Sometimes though, I miss the intensity of the emotion I felt. I don't miss the actual emotion (no one LIKES being suicidal), but. Hmph. I can't think of a way to say this that doesn't make me sound like an ungrateful douche. I just. I felt alive, even though I wanted to die.
Ugh. Ignore that WHOLE PARAGRAPH. What nonsense. I'm being an idiot, I think I'll sleep it off.
xox