wrecked

[stramdagger]

last night i felt like a crash test dummy.  
loved it.  feared it.  hit a nerve.   
when i get thrashed and everyone is watching, 
i have to quiet my mind that's telling me
"they're out to get you...put you in your place 
you look like a fool"

walking like an old man today.   fingers taped.  
sleep made choppy by soreness and exhaustion.  
i want to sleep.  i want to cry.  i want to go back for more.

wrestling update.