and it's not only that i feel sorry for myself...
it is just that i know i am more than what is here....i can not wait to be known by people..even if they hate me...i will get out there..i am not speaking "i can not wait to be as famous as britney spears or j-lo"...just meet people..unforgetable people that will never forget me..even if i meet them for one day...
right now i should really go brush my teeth..but it can wait about 3 minutes...i miss michelle..i miss the drugs...i miss the drugs a lot...but i am thinking about the long run..kind of...my mother told me to live like i am dying a couple weeks ago...and i was really fucked up when she was talking to me...but i listened..i listened and observed a lot from that conversation...but then she told me to think about the long run...live like you are dying..but think what you are doing so it will not ruin your future life...if i have a future life...
can anyone believe i have to wait 2 1/2 more years
till i can leave this town? because i really can not
an old friend told me i was clever for such a little
child...and i asked if i should have taken that as
a compliment..and he replied yes...i do not want
to be 16 yet because i guess i am suprising to some
people when they know i am 15..but then again...
i wish more than anything to leave here....
right now i should really go brush my teeth..but it can wait about 3 minutes...i miss michelle..i miss the drugs...i miss the drugs a lot...but i am thinking about the long run..kind of...my mother told me to live like i am dying a couple weeks ago...and i was really fucked up when she was talking to me...but i listened..i listened and observed a lot from that conversation...but then she told me to think about the long run...live like you are dying..but think what you are doing so it will not ruin your future life...if i have a future life...
can anyone believe i have to wait 2 1/2 more years
till i can leave this town? because i really can not
an old friend told me i was clever for such a little
child...and i asked if i should have taken that as
a compliment..and he replied yes...i do not want
to be 16 yet because i guess i am suprising to some
people when they know i am 15..but then again...
i wish more than anything to leave here....