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So the general such show that is my life continues with no end in sight.
I'm having my surgery on the 26th, and because of the level of pain I'll be in and because I'll be on crutches for at least 3 weeks after, my dad decided I shouldn't take classes this semester.
Which gave me a huge panic attack because I'm already so far behind that I have no idea when I'm going to graduate, and I'm already 22! I feel like right when my friends are getting their lives together and having great things happen to them mine is just spiraling more and more out of control.
I can't remember the last time something honestly good just happened to me. I have had the worst luck of all time for at least a year now.
And I hate making posts now because I never have anything good to post about, it's just a lot of me bitching and complaining.
What news do I have to share though. I am literally doing nothing right now, and will have nothing to do for months, aside from wallow in pain and endure physical therapy.
I'm so sick of being so whiny and sad.
Ugh.
Some other news:
\\ Gonna go see Tinker, Tailor, Soldier, Spy soon. I'm excited because it has some of my favorite actors in it, plus while most of my movie viewing is centered on Action flicks I do like plot heavy dramas occasionally.
// I'm really loving Sherlock Season Two but I have a feeling Reichenbach is going to tear my heart to shreds. Why do you do these things to me Moffat and Gatiss? Do you like to see me cry? Also don't spoil Sherlock for me cause I won't be able to watch tomorrow's episode until Monday.
\\ Give me novel suggestions. I figure while I have nothing else to do I can catch up on some reading, but I need something to read.
//I need a haircut. This really has nothing to do with anything, but I really do need a haircut.
I'm having my surgery on the 26th, and because of the level of pain I'll be in and because I'll be on crutches for at least 3 weeks after, my dad decided I shouldn't take classes this semester.
Which gave me a huge panic attack because I'm already so far behind that I have no idea when I'm going to graduate, and I'm already 22! I feel like right when my friends are getting their lives together and having great things happen to them mine is just spiraling more and more out of control.
I can't remember the last time something honestly good just happened to me. I have had the worst luck of all time for at least a year now.
And I hate making posts now because I never have anything good to post about, it's just a lot of me bitching and complaining.
What news do I have to share though. I am literally doing nothing right now, and will have nothing to do for months, aside from wallow in pain and endure physical therapy.
I'm so sick of being so whiny and sad.
Ugh.
Some other news:
\\ Gonna go see Tinker, Tailor, Soldier, Spy soon. I'm excited because it has some of my favorite actors in it, plus while most of my movie viewing is centered on Action flicks I do like plot heavy dramas occasionally.
// I'm really loving Sherlock Season Two but I have a feeling Reichenbach is going to tear my heart to shreds. Why do you do these things to me Moffat and Gatiss? Do you like to see me cry? Also don't spoil Sherlock for me cause I won't be able to watch tomorrow's episode until Monday.
\\ Give me novel suggestions. I figure while I have nothing else to do I can catch up on some reading, but I need something to read.
//I need a haircut. This really has nothing to do with anything, but I really do need a haircut.