Feb 10, 2006 03:21
this is the last time i leave my self open
If you kno me, you kno me
If you think you kno me, you think you kno me
If you dont kno me, You're not getting to kno me.
I appreciate that people are trying to help me.
But the only person that can help me throug what i'm going through is myself and god.
But thanks everyone for the some kind of support you've showed me.
I told her from the jump she was too good for me, but she ignored it and said no matter what she'd adore me, and if I ever worried she'd assure me with a hurry we were perfect for each other, then things got blurry, but it was too late I gave my heart
away with sencerity and when she left I guess she couldnt see the severity, for 6 months we would see each other when we could except for when i'd record or I was out on tour, then her life got rough and she didn't want my support, I guess she didn't need me anymore and broke for the door, and I tried to move on but I was dying inside, I kept a straight face and lied, told all my friends I was fine, but I was sitting uneasy because I didnt know why she just up and said bye and left my mind a crash site. The love of my life packed a poisonous bite, I never noticed you were heartless until that night, thats right.
Now I reflect I see that you were defective, heart ripped from my chest learning valuble lessons, if your capable of that then im glad you got the steppin I don't need you. I thought i did but you aint worth the stressing
Did I not treat you well enough? What the fuck did I do? I would have given you the world if you wanted me to, what do I get in return, a fucking email that says your busy, things are shitty, and how our relationship failed. You didn't seem to care, brushed it off like hair, and you made it quite clear that we were over for real, but it was only a matter of time I seen it coming from a mile away, but you should have given us a second chance before you strayed. Now today I stand here heartless because you stole it, broke it, and tossed it in the garbage, and now i see what your mom did to you cause you did it to me, I hope you notice that too. I would have waited while you got your life straightened out but instead I just wasted half a year to get erased now. You should have never led me on to think that this was gonna last, so go ahead and burn our pictures its a thing of the past.
I'm moving on and my hearts still torn but after this song you wont exsist to me anymore.
Overcome, Stand Tall Stand strong.
Live you're fucking live.
I'm now going to live mine. I'm back to my old self but with some improvements. And some more knowledge.
Things will not be the same.
I will not be the same.
I'm sorry to anyone ive taken any of my w.e the fuck this is out on. I'm not meanin to, It's just coming out, Cause truly at the time i just dont fucking care.
This is interesting.
Reign Of terror.