Jul 01, 2004 00:59
Went to beach with everyone, well not everyone Bryan and Davey wasn't there. My head fuckin hurts, talked to a few people and just chilled. My manager was asking me how I've been last few days and I told him what's up, we talked for like 30 minutes, was nice to just vent a little, most people think he's mean and shit but I think he's cool, we get a long well and shit, it's awesome!
I feel disconnected from my friends a little, like in my own little world, good and bad thing you know? Probably hang out with Graves on Friday and have like a "vent" day...need to just kinda let things out that have been bothering me. Chelan this weekend im fuckin stoked for, gosh I can't fucking wait. I get my truck fixed, pay two car insurances, lower my Geo, paint the Geo, get an apartment, get 22's for the truck, and just kinda chill.
They think "I can make it far in the company" when im on a streak, i guess im on a streak, but geezus wtf do I got to do to prove im worth every penny... show my 140% all day except up to lunch I guess hah
Heather and I might hook up, that would be kinda nice, just like that... just like that haha Was gonna hit it and quit it but she's tight, litterally haha
Ever realize once you graduate that you make new friends and hang out with them and part of the reason is because you kinda feel that you need a change? That's how I kinda feel, talked to Vu about it and he agreed. The reason why is because you do the same old shit with your old friends, and the new ones kinda help you become what you want but you keep your old oens cause they mean a lot to you. It's understandable I know where it all comes from.
The people I use to talk to and the people I talk to and hang out with now are all the same. People just kinda know who you are and if you match then your cool, if not then you kinda go diffrent ways. Living 30-45 minutes from a bestfriend is hard, I hate it bro, it licks dick.