"I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me..."
Michele didn't confront me. Hell, she stayed as far away from me as possible. Gerardo says it's because she thinks I'm mad at her and she knows I could kick her ass. Well, I'm still furious at her from when she cheated on Ricardo... but that's been a while, and if I haven't acted on my anger yet, then I probably won't ever. But hey! She doesn't know that... ^^
Today sucked without Ricardo there. As expected. It wasn't horrible... it just... sucked.
Today I got three gashes across my arm and I'm not even positive how they got there. "/ They look self inflicted, but I swear they aren't. I just know I'm gonna hear shit about it tomorrow, but I don't care. I went through it most of today, too. Plus, the hard part's over. I got my dad to believe me when I said I didn't know how they got there.
Dammit... Mimi got in trouble so now she can't go on the computer anymore. *pouts* Which sucks. Her parents don't let us communicate any other way. I really do think that her parents are too judgemental when it comes to me. It's frustrating... of course I can't really say I'm not used to it. A lot of people judge me too quickly like that. Same old story, different day. I'm used to it.
Ricardo comes back tomorrow! Can't wait to see him. =) I have a feeling we have a lot to discuss when we're finally face-to-face again...
Lauryn
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Today sucked without Ricardo there. As expected. It wasn't horrible... it just... sucked.
Today I got three gashes across my arm and I'm not even positive how they got there. "/ They look self inflicted, but I swear they aren't. I just know I'm gonna hear shit about it tomorrow, but I don't care. I went through it most of today, too. Plus, the hard part's over. I got my dad to believe me when I said I didn't know how they got there.
Dammit... Mimi got in trouble so now she can't go on the computer anymore. *pouts* Which sucks. Her parents don't let us communicate any other way. I really do think that her parents are too judgemental when it comes to me. It's frustrating... of course I can't really say I'm not used to it. A lot of people judge me too quickly like that. Same old story, different day. I'm used to it.
Ricardo comes back tomorrow! Can't wait to see him. =) I have a feeling we have a lot to discuss when we're finally face-to-face again...
Lauryn
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