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Saturday:
After the rough rough nite. i finally got something going after all the guests left. i went to the gym for awhile it was my cardio day, i ran for 4 miles, which it was rough for me. Justin and Ryan got something to at the fraternity house today and they supposed to be there all night, which left me hangin' like a dingbag. Kevin went home for a day to see his parents. after i came home from the gym, i thought to myself its suck all my boys arent here. i thought it would nice so i could have time to study. plus, i didnt really have any plans to go out anyway. we got big tornados coming our way. somehow, i had a thought for one, special person. it was my friend, Anne Morgan. i fugured it would nice to catch up where we left off. plus, i really wanted to hear about her trip to Spain and France. so i called her. but first i came up with the reason, which i spoiled her. i told her that im making some Thai food. first, she refused but that was because of the reason that she didnt want to drive in the strom. which it was reasonable. but somehow i talked her into it, and i was a man enough to offered to go pick her up. so i went to picked her up at her apartment. god! she looked amazing! Anne is so pretty enough that she doesnt really any makeups and stuff. she was in her pink palmer hooded-sweater, which i bought her for christmas, which made her look very cute. i always telling Anne how pretty she is, she always laugh at me...but i could tell that she is a shy girl. so, that night, i made Pad-Thai chicken (Anne's favorite), Tom Yum Chicken (Of course!), and Bangkok chicken (It was my first time, but it turned out good, thanks god!). Anne didnt eat much that night, i kept teasing her that, this is not a date so you dont have to be scare to eat, i knew i made her laughs. But the real reason was Anne is scared of the thunderstorms, which i think it's kinda sexy in the way. after the dinner, we had a few wines, we started of with chopala (white) then we switched to Chateau de Rothschild (red). so in the mean time, Anne and I were in the mood of movie, so we watched "Serendipity" which Anne hasnt seen. but she ended up liking it. so, i told her enough for the movie, because i was in the mood of talking. so, i dimmed down the light, put on some Frank Sinatra, and Dean Martin, and i also lighted up some candles to refresh the place up. Anne told me the stories about her Europe trip. by the way, she bought me a bottle of wine in France and the postcards from all the place she has been, my favorite is a postcard from Barcelona. so, the storms seemed to pass through, so i thought it would be a great idea just to go out on the porch to talk and watched the moon. sky was cleared, which amazingly surprised me, but at least the moon came out to say hello to us. i brought out a bottle of red wine, blanket, and a candle. we talked, and i had a blast. everytime when i looked in her eyes, i said to myself, i really want to married this girl. she is so cool, smart, awesome personality, amazing looking with beautiful blue eyes, beautiful long hair, and she has a cute southern accent. god, i love her! but im scared to tell her that. because i dont wanna fuck it up, i want to see her every day. anyway, we stayed up talking till 3am, i finally asked her to spend the night here, and she said yes. i told her that she can sleep in my bed and ill sleep on the couch. she looked at me kinda weird. but i figured out the women always want the same thing as the men. they love to sleep next to someone, perhaps caddling involved. so, i was laying next to Anne. at that moment, i couldnt stop my feeling toward her. but nothing happened anyway, we were just kissing thats it. that was good enough for me. thats all i need. sex is out of the question! dont give me wrong it's not like i dont want to do it. but i know that wasnt the right time. i really love Anne, and i wont fuck it up. i dont want to think about the next day after sex because it could change our friendships. i like Anne the way she is. I like to have someone that i can talk to. that was the best night i have had so far. by far it was better than so other night with sex involved. because i know that moment was real. because i feel it. fuck one night stand!
After the rough rough nite. i finally got something going after all the guests left. i went to the gym for awhile it was my cardio day, i ran for 4 miles, which it was rough for me. Justin and Ryan got something to at the fraternity house today and they supposed to be there all night, which left me hangin' like a dingbag. Kevin went home for a day to see his parents. after i came home from the gym, i thought to myself its suck all my boys arent here. i thought it would nice so i could have time to study. plus, i didnt really have any plans to go out anyway. we got big tornados coming our way. somehow, i had a thought for one, special person. it was my friend, Anne Morgan. i fugured it would nice to catch up where we left off. plus, i really wanted to hear about her trip to Spain and France. so i called her. but first i came up with the reason, which i spoiled her. i told her that im making some Thai food. first, she refused but that was because of the reason that she didnt want to drive in the strom. which it was reasonable. but somehow i talked her into it, and i was a man enough to offered to go pick her up. so i went to picked her up at her apartment. god! she looked amazing! Anne is so pretty enough that she doesnt really any makeups and stuff. she was in her pink palmer hooded-sweater, which i bought her for christmas, which made her look very cute. i always telling Anne how pretty she is, she always laugh at me...but i could tell that she is a shy girl. so, that night, i made Pad-Thai chicken (Anne's favorite), Tom Yum Chicken (Of course!), and Bangkok chicken (It was my first time, but it turned out good, thanks god!). Anne didnt eat much that night, i kept teasing her that, this is not a date so you dont have to be scare to eat, i knew i made her laughs. But the real reason was Anne is scared of the thunderstorms, which i think it's kinda sexy in the way. after the dinner, we had a few wines, we started of with chopala (white) then we switched to Chateau de Rothschild (red). so in the mean time, Anne and I were in the mood of movie, so we watched "Serendipity" which Anne hasnt seen. but she ended up liking it. so, i told her enough for the movie, because i was in the mood of talking. so, i dimmed down the light, put on some Frank Sinatra, and Dean Martin, and i also lighted up some candles to refresh the place up. Anne told me the stories about her Europe trip. by the way, she bought me a bottle of wine in France and the postcards from all the place she has been, my favorite is a postcard from Barcelona. so, the storms seemed to pass through, so i thought it would be a great idea just to go out on the porch to talk and watched the moon. sky was cleared, which amazingly surprised me, but at least the moon came out to say hello to us. i brought out a bottle of red wine, blanket, and a candle. we talked, and i had a blast. everytime when i looked in her eyes, i said to myself, i really want to married this girl. she is so cool, smart, awesome personality, amazing looking with beautiful blue eyes, beautiful long hair, and she has a cute southern accent. god, i love her! but im scared to tell her that. because i dont wanna fuck it up, i want to see her every day. anyway, we stayed up talking till 3am, i finally asked her to spend the night here, and she said yes. i told her that she can sleep in my bed and ill sleep on the couch. she looked at me kinda weird. but i figured out the women always want the same thing as the men. they love to sleep next to someone, perhaps caddling involved. so, i was laying next to Anne. at that moment, i couldnt stop my feeling toward her. but nothing happened anyway, we were just kissing thats it. that was good enough for me. thats all i need. sex is out of the question! dont give me wrong it's not like i dont want to do it. but i know that wasnt the right time. i really love Anne, and i wont fuck it up. i dont want to think about the next day after sex because it could change our friendships. i like Anne the way she is. I like to have someone that i can talk to. that was the best night i have had so far. by far it was better than so other night with sex involved. because i know that moment was real. because i feel it. fuck one night stand!