2006
It's day five of the new year. And something has been bothering me. It's time to kick it up. I've been having a lot of crazy dreams lately, which I can't fully explain. I came to the conclusion that I'm not content with where I'm at right now. My job pays me well, but it won't get much better at this rate. The two bosses are always arguing and there's an uncomfortable feeling at the office when they're both around, which is rarely but often enough. Today I spoke to my dad over the phone and we discussed some retail spaces for lease that I found in Berkeley. Saturday we're going out there to take a look. For real this time. Just to get a good idea of what kind of businesses have heavy traffic flow in which areas. My brother in-law wants me to work for him in San Ramone, where I'll be making a lot more money, probably as a loan processor. Only thing that was holding me back is that I consider myself a self-reliant person, and I don't like getting help from people. What I should have realized earlier is that I very well qualify for this position, and knowing him is just my advantage in the business. It's all know-who's and I just happen to know the right person. Other thing holding me back was the fact that I don't have my driver's license back yet(due to my own laziness), and I don't want to live in San Ramone. Today I talked to my co-worker, Vince about the idea. He said that if I can hook him up with a position there, he would carpool with me everyday. So I threw the idea at my sister, who will talk to my brother-in-law and hopefully get back to me today or tommorow. I remain hopeful, with my fingers crossed. I want to buy a house before I'm 25. I want the dreams to stop, they're making me crazy. I want 2006 to be a year where I grow financially, as well as mentally. Once I get the rich, then maybe I can pursue worry-free happiness.
Hope everyone else's new year is off to a good start.
Hope everyone else's new year is off to a good start.