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[straight_flip]

Once again I'm back to fuck up my life
I fuck up so bad I won't sleep at night
I mess up all the time I don't do anythin' right
So I write songs about my feelings n' this song is tight
N' with the moment at hand this song is so right
I'll try and fix my problems n' with some motive I might
I'm tired of pissin' my parents off, the goal's in sight
I give up, I won't put up a damn fight
I'm droppin' my hands n' lettin' my guard down (right)
Why am I so fucked up
Why do I let them down
They tell me all the time how to live my life right now
N' it seems like I don't listen but I swear I do
I guess I listen 'cause I'm wishin I hear what I want to
N' I never do
It's like my mind is blocked with all the shit I've been through
Through friends, girls, family issues
I go through
This shit almost everyday
N' I've been hit and hurt in almost everyway
In almost every place
It's like they all say
The attitude you take
Is the way your life will sway
Mine sways back in forth in hopes of a better day
I pray today's a lil' better than yesterday
N' hope tomorrow will be better than my day today
'Cause if I keep it that way my life won't sway
N' I can keep it balanced almost everyday