Aug 18, 2007 22:51
"am i right, you pushed your luck
I could care less about you
you worthless.......fuck"
I guess its time to write.
school is school. Kennesaw canceled my org and arc class so im stuck taking some bullshit elective. I guess im at my halfway - midlife crisis with college right now. 54 hours in atm, and it just seems like...im only doing it becuase I want to make others happy, and just fit in with the rest of everyone. I really, really, really, dont want to work on computers for a living. ugh...i guess its something Ill just deal with.
Picked up some new music recently. Particularly, new Overdose and As I Lay Dying. And, no joke. Overdose, is gonna get big. Their material is just as good, if not better than any punk hardcore band I have heard in a long time. Plus theyre edge. And thats one thing we havent seen in a long time, a good edge band. So cheers to Overdose. As I lay dying has fallen to overprocessed linkin park vocal bullcrap, which completely divebombed their new cd, except for one song. Congratulations for now sounding like most of the 2006 metal hardcore releases. CRAP.
Work is starting to drive me crazy. I really wouldnt mind a second job that payed better or provided better hours. I tried at three other places and no luck. Its just... 150$ a month for spending money...isnt cutting it. Especially when it could be like... 700.
And then theres the crap that brought on this post. IN YET, I cant learn. I cant move on. I cant find somebody. I just dont know what else there is to do anymore. Because they all play the same games, play the same bullshit, right to your face. You would think somebody like me would learn their lesson. I guess you can never learn, when thats all you really want.
Yeah looks like one of those...no sleep nights.
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