Let's play the care game. I lose.

[straight3dge]

"When I see me in your heart
I just want to go blind
When I build coffin worlds with words
I just want a place to hide when old guests meet new regrets
My daylight fades to grey when our days bring guilt and shame
My heart turns black
These are my tombs painted black and blue
These are my tombs painted just for you
Goodnight, goodnight
Dear goodbye
Black rose, be my light in the darkest of days
Be my heart in the darkest of nights
Be my heart"

so what if Im sick.
so what if Im most likely to be the lonely man.
so what if I ignore my family.
so what if I dont get support from my family.
so what if I dont understand physics.
so what if I cant find a quality girl.
so what if I cant find a girl.
so what if I go around carrying the same shit different day attitude.
so what if I get criticized by my life choices.
so what if I have anger.
so what if I have issues.
so what if I have anger issues.
so what if I havent been quite just the same since my grandparents.
so what if Im lonely.

im about to fucking lose it...and its not going to matter.

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