[1 New Voice Message]oilycodemonkeyJune 14 2010, 05:30:56 UTC
First off, before I forget... I left the keys to the hangar in your mail slot. No one would answer the door, and its' rude to refuse a gift, so do what you will with it. Use it, sell it, I don't care. I only designed it, Luxord built it.
Besides that, well...
[She takes a deep breath and lets it out, but her voice is still shaky and unsure]
I've been talking with a friend, and Grandma and Grandpa even have said things about it and ... I'm really, really scared 'cause I don't want to lose a really great friend, and the two sweetest kids in the world. I don't want to lose you, either, and from the way things are going, it seems like that's the only option.
Grandma and Grandpa seem like they wanna blame you for whatever hostilities are between us, and that's not fair. I feel like there's been some kind of miscommunication between us at some point and it's not your fault. I know how it feels to be hopelessly blamed for something you didn't do, and I don't want you to feel that way 'cause it's horrible and it's heartbreaking. Trust me.
I don't know what I've done to upset you. I just know that you're upset and every time I try to fix it I just worsen the situation and I don't want that. This is like, a last ditch effort to try and hold on to something I value and treasure.
So... just... whatever war is being fought between us, I'm done. You win. I don't want to fight anymore. I never knew we were fighting, and I don't want to do it anymore. I want things to be peaceful like they were before.
I miss seeing you as someone to run to instead of away from. I miss seeing you as a friend and not an enemy. I miss seeing you as charming and delightful instead of angry and resentful. I miss the hugs and the laughter and encouragement. I miss Fran being able to talk to me without having to worry about what you'd say and do. I miss Al's hugs and jokes and wit.
It's just occurred to me how close I am to losing all of that and I don't think I could pull through something that severe. Cloud was bad enough, but you guys...
[Full fledged tears break through her restraints and her voice confirms it]
I don't want to fight. I don't know what I did or what I said or what's going on, but I want to fix it and fix everything. I'm sorry for everything and whatever!
Just stop the fight... please?
[She sniffles for a bit and finally has a reign on herself again]
I'm sorry, Balthier. I love you and your family. Please don't lead them away.
Huffffff, I'm sorry. I ... I didn't mean to drone on like that. I only meant to tell you about the keys, but...
... well, I do feel a bit better now. Call me back or whatever... okay?
Besides that, well...
[She takes a deep breath and lets it out, but her voice is still shaky and unsure]
I've been talking with a friend, and Grandma and Grandpa even have said things about it and ... I'm really, really scared 'cause I don't want to lose a really great friend, and the two sweetest kids in the world. I don't want to lose you, either, and from the way things are going, it seems like that's the only option.
Grandma and Grandpa seem like they wanna blame you for whatever hostilities are between us, and that's not fair. I feel like there's been some kind of miscommunication between us at some point and it's not your fault. I know how it feels to be hopelessly blamed for something you didn't do, and I don't want you to feel that way 'cause it's horrible and it's heartbreaking. Trust me.
I don't know what I've done to upset you. I just know that you're upset and every time I try to fix it I just worsen the situation and I don't want that. This is like, a last ditch effort to try and hold on to something I value and treasure.
So... just... whatever war is being fought between us, I'm done. You win. I don't want to fight anymore. I never knew we were fighting, and I don't want to do it anymore. I want things to be peaceful like they were before.
I miss seeing you as someone to run to instead of away from. I miss seeing you as a friend and not an enemy. I miss seeing you as charming and delightful instead of angry and resentful. I miss the hugs and the laughter and encouragement. I miss Fran being able to talk to me without having to worry about what you'd say and do. I miss Al's hugs and jokes and wit.
It's just occurred to me how close I am to losing all of that and I don't think I could pull through something that severe. Cloud was bad enough, but you guys...
[Full fledged tears break through her restraints and her voice confirms it]
I don't want to fight. I don't know what I did or what I said or what's going on, but I want to fix it and fix everything. I'm sorry for everything and whatever!
Just stop the fight... please?
[She sniffles for a bit and finally has a reign on herself again]
I'm sorry, Balthier. I love you and your family. Please don't lead them away.
Huffffff, I'm sorry. I ... I didn't mean to drone on like that. I only meant to tell you about the keys, but...
... well, I do feel a bit better now. Call me back or whatever... okay?
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