~Seventh Act~

Jul 26, 2009 15:36

I can't remember where all the keys are on this computer. Another thing to add to my list of frustrations ( Read more... )

what did i do wrong?, who are these people?, so tired, head pain

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notabunneh July 26 2009, 15:39:58 UTC
You're doing pretty well though! I only had to help you find a couple things!

I know you're trying to remember, but you don't need to overexert yourself and make your head hurt even more. You'll remember Balthier, you just have to give it time.

And I've told a hundred times, stop apologizing for this. Nothing that's happened was your fault. But, it you want to try to remember, this is your journal, look through it and see if anything strikes anything at all with you.

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strahlflyer July 26 2009, 15:46:08 UTC
You're... Fran, right? How are you using this as well?

I can't help but apologise... so many people are sad because of me and I don't know what I did...

If you make someone sad, shouldn't you apologise for it? And what about that man with the short blonde hair...?

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notabunneh July 26 2009, 15:52:20 UTC
I'm Fran, you got it right :) I handed you my laptop and I'm using my phone over here. It's a handy thing to have.

People look sad because you're hurt. They're your friends and they're worried about you. Nothing at all you have to apologize for.

Luxord... you've been friends since high school. He's worried, just like the rest of us.

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strahlflyer July 26 2009, 15:57:08 UTC
You have a phone? Do I have one as well?

They're sad because I'm hurting...? And... Luxord... I don't remember him at all...

I must have made him feel bad, forgetting him like that after we were such good friends...

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notabunneh July 26 2009, 16:03:58 UTC
I haven't seen your phone recently. I think you managed to break it. Don't worry, we'll get you a new one!

You're loved Balthier, by a lot of people. I'm sure you're going to have a revolving door of visitors when they find out that you're awake and doing better.

It... it hurts

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strahlflyer July 26 2009, 16:11:00 UTC
Get a new one? Will I be able to get a new one?

And I'm not going to know any of them... it makes my head hurt and my eyes blur out when I try to remember so many faces...

I don't mean to make you all hurt...

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notabunneh July 26 2009, 16:17:12 UTC
You will! Don't worry about that, we'll get you a new one soon, okay?

Maybe I should say not visitors until you're feeling better? But you're not getting rid of me, I'm not leaving you alone.

I know, we all know that... just focus on getting better, that's all we want from you

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strahlflyer July 26 2009, 16:28:46 UTC
Okay... when can I go?

I think that might be best... I don't know how many more hurt faces I can bear to see...

But the fact still stands that I've hurt so many people... what did I do, Fran?

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notabunneh July 26 2009, 16:53:46 UTC
Balthier, I want you to listen to me and believe me when I say this. You didn't do anything at all. We're just worried about you because we love you. You got hurt keeping some bad people away from a friend of mine. A very pregnant friend of mine... you kept them from her and she and her finance are very grateful. Don't be surprised if they ignore the no visitors rule and come visit.

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strahlflyer July 26 2009, 17:05:14 UTC
I protected someone...? Someone... is in trouble... a woman...?

Is she alright?

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notabunneh July 26 2009, 17:06:44 UTC
I-I don't know. She was supposed to come see us yesterday and she never showed up. I can't through to her cell phone either...

I'm worried, but I know she's in good hands with her partner.

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strahlflyer July 26 2009, 17:12:48 UTC
Her phone is dead? Is her partner with her? Who is he?

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notabunneh July 26 2009, 17:15:54 UTC
Xigbar, his name is Xigbar. I left him a message earlier, but I haven't heard back from him..

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strahlflyer July 26 2009, 17:18:01 UTC
They won't hurt her. They need her. Need her to get to him.

... Why do I know this...?

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notabunneh July 26 2009, 17:20:06 UTC
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I-I don't know, but it's a good sign! Do you remember anything else...?

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strahlflyer July 26 2009, 18:00:14 UTC
I... don't know...

There's another house. They told me about another house. He said he'd keep her like she was his, and the woman... there was a woman...

Fran... I don't understand any of this... it hurts...

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