2006
year in review
january- great vacation with liam
february- nothing of importance.
march- 6 years with liam, in london.
april- nothing of importance
may- graduation, missing a liam.
june- applied for british visa.
july- no visa. no liam. 22nd bday.
august- no visa.
september- find out why there is no visa. moved out of parents place.
october- big fight with liam. got a job. crap job, but a job. started attending a new church
november- break up with liam.
december- start seeing someone new. still missing liam.
things i learned.
- love does not overcome all obstacles.
- distance does not make the heart grow fonder, just harder and colder.
- working in retail sucks, but i'm making money and paying bills. which is enough for right now.
- i am worth it. worth the fight. worth the pain. worth the love.
- being called princess makes me blush, even though i hate the word.
- hearing Angel by sarah mclachlin will always make me cry. not because i want him back, but because we spent some amazing times together.
- a broken heart does not mend in a day, a week, or a month. probably within a year. hopefully.
- great friends can be found in many places. a personals website is not one of those places.
- some people do think i'm pretty. proof of this comes in the fact that since november i have been on several dates with several different men, and not one ended in more than a goodnight kiss.
- troges mad elf beer is wicked. 11% alcohol. not smart to drink when having to drive.
- jeff, who bought the beer, was not hard on the eyes at all.
- i tend to fall for men with 4 letter names. liam, john (1), dave, jeff, john (2), matt
- could it be a sign that other 4 letter words include, dick, shit and fuck? i think not.
- anti-depressants are no good, and don't help
- i have pcos, which basically means i have little to no chance of having babies.
things i regret
- waiting so long to do something that ended up being so right
- waiting all summer to attend living word. such a great church, amazing community, and support system.
- being so emotional.
- giving up my life for no good reason.
january- great vacation with liam
february- nothing of importance.
march- 6 years with liam, in london.
april- nothing of importance
may- graduation, missing a liam.
june- applied for british visa.
july- no visa. no liam. 22nd bday.
august- no visa.
september- find out why there is no visa. moved out of parents place.
october- big fight with liam. got a job. crap job, but a job. started attending a new church
november- break up with liam.
december- start seeing someone new. still missing liam.
things i learned.
- love does not overcome all obstacles.
- distance does not make the heart grow fonder, just harder and colder.
- working in retail sucks, but i'm making money and paying bills. which is enough for right now.
- i am worth it. worth the fight. worth the pain. worth the love.
- being called princess makes me blush, even though i hate the word.
- hearing Angel by sarah mclachlin will always make me cry. not because i want him back, but because we spent some amazing times together.
- a broken heart does not mend in a day, a week, or a month. probably within a year. hopefully.
- great friends can be found in many places. a personals website is not one of those places.
- some people do think i'm pretty. proof of this comes in the fact that since november i have been on several dates with several different men, and not one ended in more than a goodnight kiss.
- troges mad elf beer is wicked. 11% alcohol. not smart to drink when having to drive.
- jeff, who bought the beer, was not hard on the eyes at all.
- i tend to fall for men with 4 letter names. liam, john (1), dave, jeff, john (2), matt
- could it be a sign that other 4 letter words include, dick, shit and fuck? i think not.
- anti-depressants are no good, and don't help
- i have pcos, which basically means i have little to no chance of having babies.
things i regret
- waiting so long to do something that ended up being so right
- waiting all summer to attend living word. such a great church, amazing community, and support system.
- being so emotional.
- giving up my life for no good reason.