It's been a year and a day
It's been too long. Some people spend 10-20 years of their life trying to get their head above water. Some people go their entire lives never finding what they want to do for an occupation. Some grow up fast, take responsibility, and plan everything out perfectly. Some live in apartments, and some never move out of their parent's house.
But me, I feel like I'm being dragged in all of those directions. At this rate, I won't ever get out of here. The really sad thing about me is that only I see what crushes me into the ground. I let this happen to myself. Everything in my life is the way it is because I made it that way. I could have done anything, started anything. But this is what I chose.
I've wasted a year and a day of my life. I've wasted a year and a day too much. Tomorrow will be very different. Because I can't take this anymore.
But me, I feel like I'm being dragged in all of those directions. At this rate, I won't ever get out of here. The really sad thing about me is that only I see what crushes me into the ground. I let this happen to myself. Everything in my life is the way it is because I made it that way. I could have done anything, started anything. But this is what I chose.
I've wasted a year and a day of my life. I've wasted a year and a day too much. Tomorrow will be very different. Because I can't take this anymore.