Apr 16, 2005 06:43
Blowin' up is fun and all, but it's nothing compared to kissing Rachel.
She fills the void in my life, the lonely hell that I'm used to. Men and women usually try to hook up with each other based on similarities, and things they have in common with each other. Which, we have lots of. But what I like about her the most is how our personalities can be very different from each other too, and still, we are both as comfortable as can be with each other. For instance, I like to be laid-back and calm about things and allow time to pass to help untangle deep feelings, while Rachel doesn't ever hesitate to declare where we stand or what she wants. Instead of using time to raise expectations she straight-up tells me that "I'm sorry but we're going to have to go out on a couple more dates before I kiss you..." While I crave perfect timing excitement We need to kiss soon. I wonder if it will be tonight? If not, when? When would be the right time to make my move? Will she let me? Would would she say if I asked her to be my girlfriend? Differences like these are great because they end up in the same place when it's all said and done, a similarity. In this particular one the end result is we are both very romantic, we just go about different ways of letting it out. I love things like that. It kind of gives us a "best of both-worlds" experience.
The best is yet to come. Rachel is more of a fire-starter than me, but given something like that to build off of, I'll never let the flame die out.