Abused again but bursting with strength

[str8upnig]

I want to play guitar so fucking bad right now it's not even funny. I feel so creative. Benefical to the world. A great person. On top of the world. But everyone in my house is sleeping and my friends are out getting trashed. My dad is probably still awake in bed, mumbling about how much of a fuck-up I am. What a life I live...

All I need is a place to stay and a hot girl and I've got it all. Someday. Someday soon.

I hope. I don't know why I get so emotionally attached to something I've never been physically attached to.

Now is not the time to be all amped up.