Mar 01, 2005 22:10
Shit. It's March already. 10 months left of this rags to riches year. But so far I can say that I have had almost as much fun as I could possibly have had. I'm going to start chipping away at my goals rather than lunge head first into them. What I need is a more calm, relaxed state of mind to get through this.
I am finally at the half-way point of my first little accomplishment. Not very proud because I could have been here a long time ago, but it's gone, it's gone, it's in the past, it's ashes... it's ash-es...
Today my dad told me to always assume the worst. I wonder if he's reading this thing. Actually, nevermind. I don't really care. People would never even get a hint of what I'm so quiet about all the time if it weren't for this.
What you sense on the outside comes from the inside. What you want to find out, well that's going to take a lot of figuring out...