Here we go, never gonna see me broken... gonna stay so outspoken...
My reason for saying I'm always wanting to change is because, life, the way it is, is kicking me in the ass. The way things are brings me down. No girl. No money. The drugs and alcohol don't make me happy. Friendships are disintigrating before my eyes. I figure if I change who I am the difference will make me happy. But I can't snap out of it. And I definately have been the same person the entire time. The way my mind thinks is starting to break me apart.