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so yeah.. I just back to MY home yesterday afternoon.. it was a relief to be away from my house for a week... it really wasn't enough.. but, I need to not run away from my problems and deal with them. You can't solve anything being immature right?
Things havent changed. They probably never will. But I have realized that I am okay with that. My life could be alot worse and I just have to be thankful for the parents I have even though they dont treat me great all the time.
I want to leave again but it wont do ANY good. I wish I could just go and stay somewhere away from Lakeland and away from all my family. Just have Andy with me and it would be great. there really isnt anywhere to go though... So I'll scratch that idea I guess.
A little while longer for my stupid class I am taking. That will be alot of stress off my shoulders when that is over. Then I can just concentrate on keeping my sanity. So far, I have been sain.. and I might stay that way. Because it is my life and I will do what I want to do and not one can tell me different. Dont get me wrong I am up for advice but I will either take it or it will go in one ear and out the other!
WELL.. there it is.. I updated!
Things havent changed. They probably never will. But I have realized that I am okay with that. My life could be alot worse and I just have to be thankful for the parents I have even though they dont treat me great all the time.
I want to leave again but it wont do ANY good. I wish I could just go and stay somewhere away from Lakeland and away from all my family. Just have Andy with me and it would be great. there really isnt anywhere to go though... So I'll scratch that idea I guess.
A little while longer for my stupid class I am taking. That will be alot of stress off my shoulders when that is over. Then I can just concentrate on keeping my sanity. So far, I have been sain.. and I might stay that way. Because it is my life and I will do what I want to do and not one can tell me different. Dont get me wrong I am up for advice but I will either take it or it will go in one ear and out the other!
WELL.. there it is.. I updated!