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Well...I have no crush anymore...see how easy that was...sorry to say but I get bored very easliy and tend to keep it movin quickly...NOT TO MENTION...that someone helped me get over that crush....but now someone has a crush on me...not to be big headed and all but shyt "WHAT'S NEW"?...
"SHE" (LMAO) came over yesterday and surely took my mind off of everything...we just chilled and watched movies that consisted of 10 mins of "The Nightmare Before Xmas" (don't have no clue y she likes that movie so much...too old for that shyt)...ummm then the "Underworld"...which was cool...filled with vampires and vikings and then "From Dusk to Dawn" another movie filled with vampires...but that shyt had be laughing bcuz she was jumpy at times for no real resaon...Funny thing is our eyes weren't glued on the TV 24/7...we played that love tap shyt...really dont know why but she love to bite people..especially on they right shoulder...I be frontin like I dont like that shyt...BUT I DO...LOL...ummm do anybody knows someone who likes to play with eyebrows??? cuz I find that kindda weird...kindda cute...kindda sexy all at the same time and very suductive...I DONT KNOW...my peak of the night would have to be her being sooooo close to me as I wish I could have her everyday...right in my lap leaning on me like she can trust me to be there...maybe I read a lil more into the moment but you would really have to understand the WHOLE situation...and everything behind it.....well after she did leave and came back bcuz she forgot her sneakers she brought and then left again...I took my azz to sleep...for some reason I was really tired...and there I was...layin in my bed dreamin about "HER"
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One of my LJ friends (rosada) had this in her journal
Suicide is not the answer
Ask the 25-year-old who tried to electricute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone.
What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain-damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he KNOWS he used to be normal.
What about pills? Ask the 12-year-old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.
What about a gun? Ask the 24-year-old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too.
But... Who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse that job--but SOMEONE has to do it.
Who will have to cut you down from where you hung yourself or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your wife? Your son?
The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will NEVER completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain.
Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. Look closely at the 4 year old playing with his cars on the rug. Kill yourself tonight, and he may do it ten years from now.
You DO have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call your minister or priest. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you that there's hope. Maybe you'll find it in the mail tomorrow. Or in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.
You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? -Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left.
Remember: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
**COPY...CUT...AND PASTE IN YA JOURNAL**
"SHE" (LMAO) came over yesterday and surely took my mind off of everything...we just chilled and watched movies that consisted of 10 mins of "The Nightmare Before Xmas" (don't have no clue y she likes that movie so much...too old for that shyt)...ummm then the "Underworld"...which was cool...filled with vampires and vikings and then "From Dusk to Dawn" another movie filled with vampires...but that shyt had be laughing bcuz she was jumpy at times for no real resaon...Funny thing is our eyes weren't glued on the TV 24/7...we played that love tap shyt...really dont know why but she love to bite people..especially on they right shoulder...I be frontin like I dont like that shyt...BUT I DO...LOL...ummm do anybody knows someone who likes to play with eyebrows??? cuz I find that kindda weird...kindda cute...kindda sexy all at the same time and very suductive...I DONT KNOW...my peak of the night would have to be her being sooooo close to me as I wish I could have her everyday...right in my lap leaning on me like she can trust me to be there...maybe I read a lil more into the moment but you would really have to understand the WHOLE situation...and everything behind it.....well after she did leave and came back bcuz she forgot her sneakers she brought and then left again...I took my azz to sleep...for some reason I was really tired...and there I was...layin in my bed dreamin about "HER"
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One of my LJ friends (rosada) had this in her journal
Suicide is not the answer
Ask the 25-year-old who tried to electricute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone.
What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain-damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he KNOWS he used to be normal.
What about pills? Ask the 12-year-old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.
What about a gun? Ask the 24-year-old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too.
But... Who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse that job--but SOMEONE has to do it.
Who will have to cut you down from where you hung yourself or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your wife? Your son?
The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will NEVER completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain.
Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. Look closely at the 4 year old playing with his cars on the rug. Kill yourself tonight, and he may do it ten years from now.
You DO have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call your minister or priest. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you that there's hope. Maybe you'll find it in the mail tomorrow. Or in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.
You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? -Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left.
Remember: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
**COPY...CUT...AND PASTE IN YA JOURNAL**