I don't know why.
Heh.
I don't get it.
It's about 3:10 in the morning as I'm writing this.
I didn't get much sleep last night.
I should be tired as all hell but I'm not.
I'm stuck in a mood.
A mood I only seem to get late at night when wanting to sleep, but I can't.
I get extreemly creative, and I can't get it out of me.
I'm not even sure why yet, but I don't mind it really.
^_^
Cept when... I really fucking wanna sleep. ><;
I just wanna do something to get it out, I think it has to do with writing but I don't know what to write.
I tried drawwing.
It just pissed me off because I can't draw eyes and random manly elf number 4 1/2 got a blindfold.
And a blush.
oO;
No I don't know why.
I wonder if I'll have time to do what I want to do for a late Christmas present for Ryan this year.
Since he's millitary I wanna print him some nice stationary, that at the top says.
"Day's until I see you again ___." and add in one of those pretty poetic lines about like "I can only count the days until I see you again, I grow more anxious with each second."
Something like that.
So he can use it to write to Sammie-Chan.
Wonder if he'd use it...
Sammie's either blushing to death or squeeing at reading this.
I expect a phone call being all happy, then whining at me a while later.
x3
Or possibly the opposite order.
On a different note I really need to make myself a layout.
And I just got an idea for one.
I think I'll wear out my creative on that.
Though it's going to seem really emo... or perverted.
Everyone will probably think pervert.
Because I am one.
T___T
Not my fault.
Dad's fault.
...
Dad...
...
-Sighs-
Gomen, I've been in a bad mood at him lately.
-Shrugs softly, hugs LJ-
I changed my idea.
A bit to emo for my liking, plus I can't get the words to form right.
...
Yeah it's been like 20 minutes since I was last typing.
Kind of a, started one thing, it ran into another... so on, so forth.
-Shrug-
I think I will be ending this to try and look for more host club raws, then I force myself to sleep.