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Wow. It has been a very,very long time sence i have updated this thing. Im not going to write down everyyhing that has happened to me since my last update because that would just take entirely too long. SO ill just talk about what is happening as of now. I have the biggest crush ever on a 23 year old professional bmx biker. And its not like a celebrity crush at all. I talk to him all the time and he is the most amazing boy ever and he actually loves my flaws. He loves who i am. he loves that im not perfect and that im not some skinny anorexic bitch and that he can actually talk to me. He says the most incredible stuff to me. And i cant wait for him to come home. He said he wants to date me..Im kind of scared that its going to turn out like another jared thing and that i am going to completely have my heart stomped on and then not even care that he did that. But with Dan i dont think its going to be like that. Hes different. But what scares me is that he can completely lie to me and i dont know it. I dont know his face expression or anything like that. I can only talk to him on aim or the phone so i dont know. it scares me. But i hope this summer i get through school.and get the chance to be with Dan. And to finally become happy. I want that more then anything.
well im going to leave with that and am going to try and update more and more. oo how i have missed livejournal. I'm sure like no one ever reads my thing anymore, but im doing it more for me then anything else.
♥
Kat
well im going to leave with that and am going to try and update more and more. oo how i have missed livejournal. I'm sure like no one ever reads my thing anymore, but im doing it more for me then anything else.
♥
Kat