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yeah wow..
it's been a while i suppose like a month? haha yeah a lot has happened. this new year hasn't really been all that great. i've lost friends and gained some, all in one month, amazing shit let me tell you! i have so much on my mind it's rediculous. there's one thing in this world i truely hate. i have the tendency to feel the need to always help someone i guess you can say and that's fine i mean hey, i've been through a lot, i don't mind helping others out who need it. usually all my friends come to me when they need someone to talk to or just someone to listen to them and i sure as hell do, but then when they ask me for advice on what to do, i tell them straight up honesty on what to do and then they don't listen and continue to just hurt themselves..what erks me the most is that they know what's best for them but something is holding them back from getting there. i mean you got to trust your friends, that's what i've learned; to listen to my closest friends and the ones who truely cared for me, but then when you don't listen to the ones who do care for you, it kinda seems like you're blowing them off. i know i've done that to people before in my past and i've apologized for that. so now that's what's happening to me, but one person doesn't just do it once, they do it over and over so if they won't help themself by listening to my advice then to hell with them. yeah, it sounds rude, but come on get a clue! if you don't listen to what the people care about you are telling you then you should know you're just going to keep hurting yourself and the more you do it, the more you're blowing off who cares and then they're going to blow you off and tell you to fix your own damn problems. why? because i am so sick of getting hurt for other people's fuck ups. i hate seeing my friends hurt and go down a shit hole it hurts me to see them like that, but if they can't listen to me and take the advice i gave them over and over, then i don't want to be friends with someone who keeps hurting themselves because it's sad and soon, that person you once knew and loved won't be there. they will be a total different person and you see them slowly changing into something they're not and that hurts even more.
yeah i have nothing more to say about that besides the fact i'm done helping people who constantly keep hurting themselves. they know what to do, but they just won't do it and i don't get why. god. i don't know. i'm not the kind of person to just let them go and move on and act like i don't even know them, but it's what i gotta do. maybe in a few months they will have gotten common sense, but by then they will have already lost me, someone who cared. i'm tired of meeting people who don't realize who cares for them.
there's just so much going on. but i'm still happy and i won't let anyone take that from me.
i want tonight to come so i can see my lovely friends and have a good time with them.
yeah maybe next month i'll have better things to write about
it's been a while i suppose like a month? haha yeah a lot has happened. this new year hasn't really been all that great. i've lost friends and gained some, all in one month, amazing shit let me tell you! i have so much on my mind it's rediculous. there's one thing in this world i truely hate. i have the tendency to feel the need to always help someone i guess you can say and that's fine i mean hey, i've been through a lot, i don't mind helping others out who need it. usually all my friends come to me when they need someone to talk to or just someone to listen to them and i sure as hell do, but then when they ask me for advice on what to do, i tell them straight up honesty on what to do and then they don't listen and continue to just hurt themselves..what erks me the most is that they know what's best for them but something is holding them back from getting there. i mean you got to trust your friends, that's what i've learned; to listen to my closest friends and the ones who truely cared for me, but then when you don't listen to the ones who do care for you, it kinda seems like you're blowing them off. i know i've done that to people before in my past and i've apologized for that. so now that's what's happening to me, but one person doesn't just do it once, they do it over and over so if they won't help themself by listening to my advice then to hell with them. yeah, it sounds rude, but come on get a clue! if you don't listen to what the people care about you are telling you then you should know you're just going to keep hurting yourself and the more you do it, the more you're blowing off who cares and then they're going to blow you off and tell you to fix your own damn problems. why? because i am so sick of getting hurt for other people's fuck ups. i hate seeing my friends hurt and go down a shit hole it hurts me to see them like that, but if they can't listen to me and take the advice i gave them over and over, then i don't want to be friends with someone who keeps hurting themselves because it's sad and soon, that person you once knew and loved won't be there. they will be a total different person and you see them slowly changing into something they're not and that hurts even more.
yeah i have nothing more to say about that besides the fact i'm done helping people who constantly keep hurting themselves. they know what to do, but they just won't do it and i don't get why. god. i don't know. i'm not the kind of person to just let them go and move on and act like i don't even know them, but it's what i gotta do. maybe in a few months they will have gotten common sense, but by then they will have already lost me, someone who cared. i'm tired of meeting people who don't realize who cares for them.
there's just so much going on. but i'm still happy and i won't let anyone take that from me.
i want tonight to come so i can see my lovely friends and have a good time with them.
yeah maybe next month i'll have better things to write about