Oct 05, 2005 04:48
So 2 months and 14 days left and one by one people are telling me they can't come. It seems like every damn day there's a new one. I just want everything to go smoothy... it feels like this is all a big joke though. I mean who am I kidding, a wedding on a Monday in December? It's destined to go wrong. Next thing I know its he and I and the photographers. That's it. Am I panicing? Yes, of course. Am I being unreasonable... probably to a certain extent. I just want to have my friends and family around to share this with. Aparently thats extremely too much to ask. Not like anyone is taking this serious anyway. Hell we're just two kids what do we know?