Long time
So it's been a long time since I've been around and trust me a hell of a lot has happened since then, but mainly my love life. I'm getting married December 19th, 2005. Who would have ever thought. Definitely not me, but when it's right you just know. It's just that feeling in your heart and your gut. It's hard to explain and if you haven't been there it's probably hard to understand, but trust me you just know. My grandfather has always said you will know within 3 months of meeting someone whether you're going to marry them or not. In my case that's true. It sounds crazy I know, but it probably sounds crazier to me then anyone. I couldn't be happier though, I couldn't be any more confident of my decision. It's a big step and in my opinion, it's not one you even consider unless you're 200% sure. I don't have a single doubt in my mind and I've even tried to create one thinking I had lost my mind. I know with my heart, my soul and every inch of me being though that this is the man for me, that this is the man I will have a family with and grow old with. I have every ounce of confidence in the world when it comes to he and I. As for the wedding, I'm a nervous wreck... I just want everything to run smoothly. Then again from everyone I've talked to (and I've talked to a lot of people about it) that's completely normal. At least one aspect of my life is right?
Alex
Alex