Arrrrggggggg
I sit here now and attempt to brainstorm as to whether or not I want to go back to NJ now. My folks got some workers to do stuff around the house so now I don't really know if I feel like going back there or not. NJ now has become more boring for me than it used to be. A lot of my friends are around sporatically now with one of them getting married and all, and some others working on big projects with school/work. Granted Scott is having a tourney (poker) at his house Saturday, but with my recent streak in gamblind I don't exactly want to play and just be the first one out. Seriously lately I have been doing terrible with gambling,last night I won like 2 hands all night. I was half way thinking about calling back or texting back Rebecca last night after we got off the phone and seeing if it would be ok for me to go up there again this weekend cause as I sat in my pre-bed shower I started thinking and there is really no other way I'd rather spend my time. Anyway yesterday was real interesting, we had a bunch of people over and did a Lord of the Rings marathon, which later turned into a poker game, which I got my ass handed to me and actually set myself a quitting time, which worked out good cause a few minutes before I quit I got my favorite call of the day. On another note I'm stressing out for really no reason about what is going to happen with spring break. I don't want to end up going down there with only the folks, my good old partner in anger wants to go, but is starting a new job soon so I have no idea what is going to go down. I really don't want to go away without Rebecca, because we both have off, but I know at some point during these cold months, I'm going to head to FLA, but given my schedule I could reasonably do it for a long weekend one week. I really hope something just works out with all of that and we can find something that works for everyone, I mean I have a bunch of airmiles to use and whatnot, so its not like I'd break the bank to go there, plus we have a car and boat there which is great,but until a later date I'm out to find some food and maybe return to NJ