Today is the day...
And with a prepatory sigh I begin my livejournal.
I just returned from a short trip to Nashville to visit my cousin between my spring semester's end and the Maymester's beginning. It was nice to get away and DO something - considering I am sitting here alone in my apartment tonight as we speak. I was invited to go to Dave's tonight for a 'get together' but I foresee two things going wrong with this:
1.) It may create a situation that might be difficult to explain in the future.
2.) The other night online Dave said that he had the 'sudden urge to kiss me.' This could also create another one of those situations that might be uncomforatble to confront later.
So I weigh the decision:
Pros= I'm alone. And why can't I go out and have some fun on my own? It's always fun over there and I like seeing my friends there. I can go out while I'm here alone anyway [this is empowering!].
Cons= I have been feeling icky for a week battling between headaches and sore throats. I ran today and feel even worse. THE situtations 1 and 2. I look awful. I don't really want to be out because I have to work and I don't want to use more of my precious gas!
Okay, reading over these I've decided that it sounds like I'm looking for an excuse. Well, we'll just see what happens when/if he calls.
I just returned from a short trip to Nashville to visit my cousin between my spring semester's end and the Maymester's beginning. It was nice to get away and DO something - considering I am sitting here alone in my apartment tonight as we speak. I was invited to go to Dave's tonight for a 'get together' but I foresee two things going wrong with this:
1.) It may create a situation that might be difficult to explain in the future.
2.) The other night online Dave said that he had the 'sudden urge to kiss me.' This could also create another one of those situations that might be uncomforatble to confront later.
So I weigh the decision:
Pros= I'm alone. And why can't I go out and have some fun on my own? It's always fun over there and I like seeing my friends there. I can go out while I'm here alone anyway [this is empowering!].
Cons= I have been feeling icky for a week battling between headaches and sore throats. I ran today and feel even worse. THE situtations 1 and 2. I look awful. I don't really want to be out because I have to work and I don't want to use more of my precious gas!
Okay, reading over these I've decided that it sounds like I'm looking for an excuse. Well, we'll just see what happens when/if he calls.