for all the ghots that are never gonna catch me

[stoudtco]

fuck toady. woke up with a fucking crazy headache. i'm offically out of my mind. too many things to remember and not enough sleep. i've been watching myself do whatever i do in an odd third person view. i cna't even describe the thoughts i've been thinking and for that matter not thinking. i don't know. nothing can explain what is supposedly going on in my head. i've wanted to write a poem lately, but i just got around to it today but it sucked. none of the words came out right. i'm trying too hard to be creative.
my insanity is
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