the district sleeps alone tonight
so today was a rough day. woke up early and got all gussied up for the funeral. we had another viewing before the service. when the pastor (who knew my grandma fairly well) started talking about her, it became difficult. i got so emotional and i even shed a good amount of tears. then we went over to the cemetary and i was one of the pall bearers. i'd never felt so sad and depressed before. then there was a luncheon for everyone. that took forever and all i wanted to do was to go home and sleep. when we finally got home, i couldn't sleep anyway. made up basically my whole senior project in about 2 hours. i don't know how i fucking did it. oh well hand it in tomorrow and then i have another month till i present it all. ohio tomorrow <3