You are hot. I'd date you. Like that helps, right?
Matt: Hello?
Christina: Shifty wireless...sigh. Hi
Matt: What didn't you get?
Christina: Nothing
Matt: Damnit!
Christina: I signed on, and it went out
Matt: "Oh thank god, I was so ready to call you last night at 2 in the a.m. but decided not to"
Christina: What happened??? You could have.
Matt: Jay and I had the "What do you want in a boyfriend?" talk and it did not go over so well. So to begin, I hadn't said anything to him about the him cheating on his last boyfriend in DC thing. But then Perry did last night
Christina: Oh geez.
Matt: So he then got a stomach ache, later, and we left by ourselves. I drove so he could lay down. Well we were almost to the house we had all met at when he asks me, "So what are you thinking?" and I was like, "Ugh, I dunno, what do you mean?" and he said, "That is such a pussy answer." And I was like, "Whoa, what are you talking about?" So then he asks me what I want in a boyfriend. So I tell him: I want compassion and affection. And he told me those were "froo froo" answers. So I told him all I've ever wanted with someone is for them to be able to hold me, tell me everything is going to be alright, and it will be
Christina: Sounds ideal and reasonable
Matt: But he was still looking at me in puzzlement, so I said I'd like to be able to have a deep meaningful relationship that I can cherish for the rest of my life. So then I stop and ask him what he wanted and all he could say was, "I dunno." Well why the fuck are you dating in general if you don't know what you want?
Christina: Good point.
Matt: But so it was highly unfair. I had to have an answer and he didn't. He was like, "All those things you want are nice, but not what I want." Well what do you want? "I dunno." So then I asked him if he wanted to stop dating and he was like, "Why do you automatically assume that? I wouldn't." And I said, "Well you didn't seem to happy with what I wanted."
Christina's wireless takes a break, possibly to cough as I am right now.
Christina: Sorry gorgeous. Last line i got was "And I said, "Well you didn't seem to happy with what I wanted."
Matt: Aw fuck!
Matt: So then I asked if he wanted to talk about the Steven thing, and he told me he wanted to talk to Steven. Well Steven is out of town this weekend. Great, yet another weekend of misery. I was honsetly about to tell him, "If you don't like me, and don't want to date me, then fucking tell me."
Christina: Yeah...
Matt: But I didn't bring up the Steven issue the first time because he and Steven have been friends longer than Steven and I have, or even than Jay and I have, and if he wanted to throw away two weeks no skin off my back
Christina: Yeah.
Matt: So when I went to leave he was just like, "I'll call you tomorrow." No kiss
Christina: Aww I'm sorry honey.
Matt: So I don't know what the fuck is going on or what the fuck is going to happen. I need to keep my eyes out for more potential though, just in case
Christina: You amaze me. I mean, I really am glad that you can be like that. I get sooo wrapped up in guys, it's insane. And while I hope things work out with Jay, if they don't, I'm glad that you have a "just in case" way of looking at things.
Matt: Well I don't want it to be that way and I have distanced myself in this relationship. Taken it slow, waiting to see where things go
Christina: Yeah, it's a smart way to go about it. I'm no good at doing that, hence why I'm glad that you can
Matt: Well right off the bat he told me he didn't like needy clingy guys, and with Jason I was really needy and really clingy so I tried to do the opposite this time
Christina: Gotcha
Matt: I thought it was going well
Christina: Well if something isn't going well, it certainly isn't of your doing. Some guys are just stupid when it comes to knowing how to deal with relationships.
Matt: I guess. Too bad this one is really hot
Christina: There are a lot of hot men in the world.
Matt: But there aren't that many hott gay men who think I'm hot and want to date me
Christina: Yes there are, you just haven't met them yet
Matt: Or at least thought I was hot and wanted to date me
Christina: You are hot. I'd date you. Like that helps, right? ha. It'll be ok. Things always suck at the moment and then get better with perspective
Matt: Here's hoping
Christina: You'll be fine. Really and truly. When is Jay going to call you today?
Matt: Fuck if I know, most likely while I'm at work
Christina: Ah. Well I'll be in Hiram til 5, then going home for the homecoming game/Shauna time. If you need me, call me. Ok? The time doesn't matter.
Matt: Alrighty I shall
Christina: Ok, what time do you work today?
Matt: 2 till close, which is 9:30ish
Christina: Fun. Handing in your notice today?
Matt: You betcha
Christina: Good stuff. I only had that one comment, ha.
Matt: That I have yet to fix
Christina: I didn't even notice it the first time. Then I'm like, "wait...too many ff's in that word..."
Matt: haha
Christina: So where did you end up sleeping last night?
Matt: At Perry's. Steven was out of town so there was an extra bed
Christina: Gotcha. Well that is good. Your away message concerned me.
Matt: Yeah, as it did many but I would have parked in my driveway and slept
Christina: Goddamn. Your religion thingy on myspace says i am 100% secular humanism.
Matt: I don't know what any of them mean
Christina: You can click on them to learn more
Matt: Well I didn't care too much
Christina: haha. Basically mine abides by atheism. No god, science is good. Yours appears to be the generic versions of protestant Christianity
Matt: ...k
Christina: Well I mean, it's more liberal. There is a god, heaven and hell, but god's processes like evolution are discovered and accepted, some are more lenient. It varies
Matt: ...k
Christina: You don't care, huh? Ok. lol. When do you have to leave?
Matt: Soon, I should be taking a shower but I'm filling out that long ass survey
Christina: LOL you didn't have to. I was bored
Matt: Well I am
Christina: Okey dokey. You're very dedicated to myspace surveys. hehe
Matt: Yes I am but I'm gonna stop this one for now. I need to shower
Christina: Ok darlin, no worries
Matt: Mwah bye later. Have a good day
Christina: Good luck at work honey ::muahh::
Auto response from Matt: work interview work
and a fucked up head
Christina: Aww a fucked up head??? Sorry baby, wish I could help...sigh. Best wishes.
Christina: Shifty wireless...sigh. Hi
Matt: What didn't you get?
Christina: Nothing
Matt: Damnit!
Christina: I signed on, and it went out
Matt: "Oh thank god, I was so ready to call you last night at 2 in the a.m. but decided not to"
Christina: What happened??? You could have.
Matt: Jay and I had the "What do you want in a boyfriend?" talk and it did not go over so well. So to begin, I hadn't said anything to him about the him cheating on his last boyfriend in DC thing. But then Perry did last night
Christina: Oh geez.
Matt: So he then got a stomach ache, later, and we left by ourselves. I drove so he could lay down. Well we were almost to the house we had all met at when he asks me, "So what are you thinking?" and I was like, "Ugh, I dunno, what do you mean?" and he said, "That is such a pussy answer." And I was like, "Whoa, what are you talking about?" So then he asks me what I want in a boyfriend. So I tell him: I want compassion and affection. And he told me those were "froo froo" answers. So I told him all I've ever wanted with someone is for them to be able to hold me, tell me everything is going to be alright, and it will be
Christina: Sounds ideal and reasonable
Matt: But he was still looking at me in puzzlement, so I said I'd like to be able to have a deep meaningful relationship that I can cherish for the rest of my life. So then I stop and ask him what he wanted and all he could say was, "I dunno." Well why the fuck are you dating in general if you don't know what you want?
Christina: Good point.
Matt: But so it was highly unfair. I had to have an answer and he didn't. He was like, "All those things you want are nice, but not what I want." Well what do you want? "I dunno." So then I asked him if he wanted to stop dating and he was like, "Why do you automatically assume that? I wouldn't." And I said, "Well you didn't seem to happy with what I wanted."
Christina's wireless takes a break, possibly to cough as I am right now.
Christina: Sorry gorgeous. Last line i got was "And I said, "Well you didn't seem to happy with what I wanted."
Matt: Aw fuck!
Matt: So then I asked if he wanted to talk about the Steven thing, and he told me he wanted to talk to Steven. Well Steven is out of town this weekend. Great, yet another weekend of misery. I was honsetly about to tell him, "If you don't like me, and don't want to date me, then fucking tell me."
Christina: Yeah...
Matt: But I didn't bring up the Steven issue the first time because he and Steven have been friends longer than Steven and I have, or even than Jay and I have, and if he wanted to throw away two weeks no skin off my back
Christina: Yeah.
Matt: So when I went to leave he was just like, "I'll call you tomorrow." No kiss
Christina: Aww I'm sorry honey.
Matt: So I don't know what the fuck is going on or what the fuck is going to happen. I need to keep my eyes out for more potential though, just in case
Christina: You amaze me. I mean, I really am glad that you can be like that. I get sooo wrapped up in guys, it's insane. And while I hope things work out with Jay, if they don't, I'm glad that you have a "just in case" way of looking at things.
Matt: Well I don't want it to be that way and I have distanced myself in this relationship. Taken it slow, waiting to see where things go
Christina: Yeah, it's a smart way to go about it. I'm no good at doing that, hence why I'm glad that you can
Matt: Well right off the bat he told me he didn't like needy clingy guys, and with Jason I was really needy and really clingy so I tried to do the opposite this time
Christina: Gotcha
Matt: I thought it was going well
Christina: Well if something isn't going well, it certainly isn't of your doing. Some guys are just stupid when it comes to knowing how to deal with relationships.
Matt: I guess. Too bad this one is really hot
Christina: There are a lot of hot men in the world.
Matt: But there aren't that many hott gay men who think I'm hot and want to date me
Christina: Yes there are, you just haven't met them yet
Matt: Or at least thought I was hot and wanted to date me
Christina: You are hot. I'd date you. Like that helps, right? ha. It'll be ok. Things always suck at the moment and then get better with perspective
Matt: Here's hoping
Christina: You'll be fine. Really and truly. When is Jay going to call you today?
Matt: Fuck if I know, most likely while I'm at work
Christina: Ah. Well I'll be in Hiram til 5, then going home for the homecoming game/Shauna time. If you need me, call me. Ok? The time doesn't matter.
Matt: Alrighty I shall
Christina: Ok, what time do you work today?
Matt: 2 till close, which is 9:30ish
Christina: Fun. Handing in your notice today?
Matt: You betcha
Christina: Good stuff. I only had that one comment, ha.
Matt: That I have yet to fix
Christina: I didn't even notice it the first time. Then I'm like, "wait...too many ff's in that word..."
Matt: haha
Christina: So where did you end up sleeping last night?
Matt: At Perry's. Steven was out of town so there was an extra bed
Christina: Gotcha. Well that is good. Your away message concerned me.
Matt: Yeah, as it did many but I would have parked in my driveway and slept
Christina: Goddamn. Your religion thingy on myspace says i am 100% secular humanism.
Matt: I don't know what any of them mean
Christina: You can click on them to learn more
Matt: Well I didn't care too much
Christina: haha. Basically mine abides by atheism. No god, science is good. Yours appears to be the generic versions of protestant Christianity
Matt: ...k
Christina: Well I mean, it's more liberal. There is a god, heaven and hell, but god's processes like evolution are discovered and accepted, some are more lenient. It varies
Matt: ...k
Christina: You don't care, huh? Ok. lol. When do you have to leave?
Matt: Soon, I should be taking a shower but I'm filling out that long ass survey
Christina: LOL you didn't have to. I was bored
Matt: Well I am
Christina: Okey dokey. You're very dedicated to myspace surveys. hehe
Matt: Yes I am but I'm gonna stop this one for now. I need to shower
Christina: Ok darlin, no worries
Matt: Mwah bye later. Have a good day
Christina: Good luck at work honey ::muahh::
Auto response from Matt: work interview work
and a fucked up head
Christina: Aww a fucked up head??? Sorry baby, wish I could help...sigh. Best wishes.