GET ME OUT OF HERE

[storyofanhour]

i need change
of everything
atmosphere
music
habits
i just need something different
i want to move somewhere new
get out of town
get my own place
my own space
my own life
i want to go to college for real
not just drive there everyday
for classes i dont want to take anyways
i want a job
i want to be working
earning a paycheck
i want to be productive with my time
writing papers doesnt suffice
i got what i wanted out of costa rica
learned all that a could
writing a stupid paper will prove nothing
i wish i was leaving for Thailand tomorrow
hell, i wish i was leaving tonight
im sick of the rain
and the clouds
it gives such a sad vibe
i need the sunshine back
i need the beach
its summer but you can't tell
im tired of pursuing the same stupid guys
rain checks dont last forever you know
at the same time, i dont care
i just think im supposed to
its really boredom that drives me to them
i need to find other things to do with my time
i should sleep more
i should search more
for contentment
cause i dont have that right now
and i hate it