Ppl these days I tell you......

[storyofaheart]

Today wasn't really a go get her day....I chilled most of the day w/ Kevin and E.J....Played some veggie games....watched the kids..not a whole lot but it's what I need right now...just some time to take off and chill out for awhile...Man don't ya just hate it when ppl try to tell you how you will end up? Especially when you make the attempt to

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WAIT A GOD DAMN MINUTE!!!!

[lightofme]

hold up hold up....I never said my brother was a bad father! I know he does a hella of a whole lot for his kids and you too Misty! Your not the only one who knows how much he works! I do know that.... You have NO right to sit here and talk about my life and the way I live it....So what I did DRUGS you have too....I don't anymore and you know that....So what I like to drink BFD!!!*big fucking deal* I'm NOT the only one in the world who does that....AND YES I AM 17 Jesus fucking christ...I know how fucking old I am now! Thatnk you very much for that one...damn I must have needed to be reminded or something damn! I told my anonymous what has happened in my life...b/c I trust this person more than I have ever TRUSTED anyone in my enitre life! and it was something that I told them a long ass time ago about Bubba...And yes...Misty I knew that you knew b/c Bubba told me that you did...I NEVER said anything before now b/c I thought things would get better....So you know what yes...it did happen...okay that's the past...Let it alone now....It's over and done w/...and my anonymous doesn't need to reveal themselves to anyone...b/c it's no ones god damn business...who that person is except my own...I'm not being mean...I'm letting you know how it is now...I'm NOT going to come around anymore, or write, or call....okay I got the point...I'm no longiong apat of my family and that's fine now...but I'm SERIOUS about this though when my nieces get older and are told of all the horrible things that I have done....and if they want to see me or find me...I will be there for them in a NEW YORK FUCKING MINUTE!!! Misty yes they are your kids and Wendy's and Lory's...but they are my nieces and no one is going to take that away from me...And all this shit about me not really Loveing them...Misty you of all ppl should know how much LOVE I have for all 4 of those girls...Even though I haven't got to spend as much time w/ Aubrey I still love her just as much as I love the other 3 girls...So that shit needs to end right here....b/c the only way that ya'll know that ya'll can hurt me is to take the girls away from me...and you ALL have succeeded in doing so...so there you have it...Ya'll have officially hurt me...ARE YA HAPPY NOW!!! Since I have so hurt everyone and will continue to do so for the rest of my life...RIGHT!!! MISTY you have NO idea who I am...I may not yet know either but that is for me to figure out not you or anybody else for that matter...I am going to be who I am and that's NOT going to be NANCY nope...sorry...just not gonna happen...No MATTER who says it I'm just not going to be like her....And my anonymous does know everything that has happened in my life...Jo and daddy raising me I did have a good childhood up until Nancy came back...and I NEVER have and NEVER will deny that...So I don't even want to hear about me and my STORIES!! They know everything and they know the TRUTH!! The truth that I never had the heart to tell you....So it's just whatever anymore...I'll go and collect my things from mom's house and be gone...nothing anymore... I'm gone...and that's fine..I got the hint a long time ago...and this whole thing about me sleeping w/ a different guy every weekend...is SOOO far beyond the truth that I don't even know what to say...Oh wait Yea I do know what to say...It's NONE of your FUCKING business!!! I'm NOT your child...and i know your praising god for that....But the fact is misty and the rest of my family...I'm going away now...so just leave me alone...I'm leaving you alone...The last time you will see me is when I go and get my stuff and then I'm gone...So just leave it be....That's all there is to it just leave me be...I don't really have anything else to say to any of you...So ta-ta....

!~DORA~!