Ppl these days I tell you......

[storyofaheart]

Today wasn't really a go get her day....I chilled most of the day w/ Kevin and E.J....Played some veggie games....watched the kids..not a whole lot but it's what I need right now...just some time to take off and chill out for awhile...Man don't ya just hate it when ppl try to tell you how you will end up? Especially when you make the attempt to

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[storyofaheart]

you know what...fine be like that...I just don't care any fucking more...Oh! And I'm just like here...What the FUCK ever I just don't give a shit....Fine I won't call write, nothing anymore...but when they get old enogh and wanna see me that's there choice not yours and I will greet them w/ glad FUCKING ARMS!!! And you have NO Idea MATTHEW how it is to be w/ her...You LEFT just like she did...so am I really the one who is just like her...you wana play games Bubba then I'll play your game...this isn't even about me anymore!!! You use those kids against me b/c I love them more than anything but one day you will get yours....and this isn't a threat or anything so you can get off your high horse and whatnot...and so what if I don't know what YOUR real world is but guess what I'm living in mine...and I think that I'm handling it a lot better than I should be for someone @ my age...you know better than anyone what has happened...but youknow what remember this is not about me it never has been....ppl are just trying to escape their lives so they can look down upon me and tell me what a fucked up life I have had...so I don't want to hear it anymore...I just don't so you know what...I love you and that's I have to say....so if ya don't want to hear this anymore....SATY OFF MY LIVE JOURNAL and it' gonna be the last time that I am going to say it.....

!~DORA~!