R.I.P. James Matthew Boyles
Well today I had another wake to go to, it was for James Matthew Boyles R.I.P. I'm so sick of burying my friends and loved ones! This is my, Brittany, and Jessica's 2nd funeral in 2 weeks! 2 God damn weeks, come on...I can't take much more of this...I can't keep having everyone die on me. I'm going to miss Matt so much...I just wish that I could see him one last time, just one more hug, or one more running down the hall to catch me. Anything really, that's all! Just to hear his voice again, that's all I ask for is just one more moment w/ him.
It's not fair, too much pain is being held by so many ppl I love and care about, I just don't want anybody to hurt anymore. I don't want to hurt anymore. I wish that I could have been there, to talk him out of pulling the trigger. Anything to not make him go away. Cause I just want him back so much, but I can't be selfish. I know that he is in a better place looking down upon all of us, giving us that shit eatin grin of his:)
And I'm not one for religion but I just hope that he is happy. Matt damn you, I love you so damn much and I will see you when I get there baby. Save a seat for me next to you okay, or I'll come up there and bite the shit out of you!*lol*[and you know I'll do it to]
I can still remember everything about you Matt, everything that I knew and loved and still love. There was so much, more that I wish I could have done w/ you. You were and are the greatest friend I could have ever asked for! Thank you Matt for everything, and thank you for just being you. I Love you and I miss you dearly and so does everyone else.
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Keep Tokin Babe!
It's not fair, too much pain is being held by so many ppl I love and care about, I just don't want anybody to hurt anymore. I don't want to hurt anymore. I wish that I could have been there, to talk him out of pulling the trigger. Anything to not make him go away. Cause I just want him back so much, but I can't be selfish. I know that he is in a better place looking down upon all of us, giving us that shit eatin grin of his:)
And I'm not one for religion but I just hope that he is happy. Matt damn you, I love you so damn much and I will see you when I get there baby. Save a seat for me next to you okay, or I'll come up there and bite the shit out of you!*lol*[and you know I'll do it to]
I can still remember everything about you Matt, everything that I knew and loved and still love. There was so much, more that I wish I could have done w/ you. You were and are the greatest friend I could have ever asked for! Thank you Matt for everything, and thank you for just being you. I Love you and I miss you dearly and so does everyone else.
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Keep Tokin Babe!