Weired out...
I don't know why, but latley I hav been having horrible nightmares. I've been like this for the past week now. And I can't stop any of it! I wake up scared shitless or trembling. And then I can't go back to sleep until Tommy gets here or I'm just too damn fucking tired to keep my eyes open any longer! I am now awake b/c one of those nightmares. I had dreamed that I had died from taking too many excedrin b/c I had the biggest fucking migrain, that would not go away... And I took like 15 of them hoes, so yea...I was all woozie. Which is weird b/c today I had a big migrain I took 4 excedrin, and felt all woozie today! I dunnoe though. But back to my nightmare...but I didn't really die...I was in a coma and on life support b/c the doctors found out that I was like 2 months pregnant and I didn't even know that! So I was kept on life support until the baby was due,they game me a c-section. After the baby was born...I woke up from my coma...WEIRD!!! Tommy and I had a baby girl...but the thing about me waking up from the coma, was me really dying. I saw my funeral...which is something that I NEVER want to se again! I kept trying to touch Tommy and tell him everything would be okay, but of course I can't b/c I'm dead...nert nert... 3 ays after my funeral Tommy committed suicide and I had to watch the whole thing...And it brought me to the conclusion that I was in hell....B/c I relieved that moment of watching Tommy die, over and over again...But our baby girl went to Brittany and Kevin...So I think that was the only good part o the whole nightmare. That our baby was safe and in good hands. I dunno I just have been getting really freaked out by all of these dreams b/c they won't stop...and it is an everynight thing now...ARGGGGG!!!!!!!!! I just wan them to go away! I need to go take a shower to clear my head....*muah* nite...
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