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ya! last day of vacy...kinda im not going to school tomorrow cause I am looking at the two colleges i got accepted too...o yea I got accpeted to two wait no 3 colleges...AIC Werstern New England and my backup Franklin Perice...although i have herd so many bad things about that college so im not gonna go there lol Anywayssssss then I hear tuesday night we are spossed to get an Ice storm...I heart ice storms that would extend my vacy till tursday. bwahaha then im not working all week either...Although that would mean no ski club wesnday :( and no seeing patrick. :( so maybe x that out. ill go to school wensday if that means snowbarding and seeing pat.
Lol you know whats dumb when people metion names and talk bad about people in there Livejournals. I mean i just say "someone" if I am really that pissed to vent about it on livejoural...I just updated cause im bored and its kinda fun to look back and old entries...not to talk bad about people. O well.
anyways...;ets see what else...it was kinda depressing I couldnt find a winter semi dress... a mix of me being picky and nothing fitting...starting tomorrow im going to eat good. but I say that all the time.
well anyways. I should be going...im tired. wait I mean I dont have to go to bed until kinda later....I mean it takes lets see an hour to get to springfield so we want to leave an hour and 1/2 (taking in effect my moms blatter and DD stops maybe a little traffic) which means we would be leaving at 10:30....which means i have to get up at 9:30 which isnt that bad so if want like 8 hours of sleep i should go to bed arouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuund....lol 1:30 so i got some time.
you know its kinda soon to be worring about this but im scared to see what my roomate for college is going to be like. Whatever college i got too. I hope i dont get some stuck up mean girl :(
maybe ill go on a rant cause im bored...what should I go on a rant about...
you know what I have noticed people tend to through the word "love" around. I mean it can be as simple as "OMG I lovee that" to "I really love him". Everyone thinks there in "love" when really they just disire to be in love. Although I think everytime to fall for someone you really do love them just in diffrent forms. When I say fall for someone im talking about dating with a serous realationship not like omg I live you crap lol. Like I believe theres diffrent forms...theres friendship love, family love, and sigifant other love. And i think once you fall in love with someone you will always love them. There will always be some part of you taht cares about them. Maybe not like sig other kind where you want to be with them. But the if they get hurt it hurts u kind of love. I guess im being a hypocrit cause that makes it alright to through it around. I just hate when some people go out with 27837198273 people a year and are like you know "I really love this one" then next boyfriend is like I really love this one...cause its not that easy to move on after you loved someone. truely. it takes a few dates. it takes a few poeple. to really be able to trust and find the right person. I dont know im just rambling on. O well...anyways....
another random rant...people have to chear up god damn it! okay yes once again in being a hypocrit cause im not the most upbeat type of girl. but really if you just think "everythings going to be alright" bob marly style it will be alright. :-P with im out